9.5.10

searching for a job is slowly but surely draining the hope and life out of me.

but i'm trying to be positive and hope it will be fruitful in the end.

27.10.09

i'm not very happy. i'm ready to have time to have a life. i'm ready to not feel overwhelmed. i'm ready to not feel like i am drowning in work that doesn't mean anything. and ready to know everything will be ok.

i'm ready for a vacation.

22.10.09

coming soon.




it's the first shoot for darla. exciting stuff. pray it goes smoothly!!

16.10.09

attempting the impossible.


also on the culinary menu for this weekend--Red Lobster Cheddar Bay Biscuits. let's see if any magic happens!

14.10.09

cake.



i am making julia's chocolate and almond cake this weekend. divine.

11.10.09

creature comforts

if you don't know it yet, go!

creature comforts is my favorite blog, and it has incredibly cute and inspiring imagery, craft ideas, sometimes recipes, and freebies! freebies are the best and these are worth hunting for--adorable! visit, you won't be sorry!

9.10.09

good lord.

you would think with my computer savvy, as it pertains to design, would aide me in editing this stupid blog. um no. i dont do html/java script. let's be honest--i dont even know what that means.

anyway. the fight is over. for now. i wish i knew how to make all my own stuff for this! blahhh its so hard to fine the time to learn something like that.

15.9.09

i like lame questionairres. because i am lame.

1. First thing you wash in the shower? my lovely locks

2. What color is your favorite hoodie? i don't wear them

3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? well since he's my boyfriend, maybe

4. Do you plan outfits? no, unless its a formal event

5. How are you feeling RIGHT now? hungry and sweaty but happy

6. What’s the closest thing to you that's red? the "talk nerdy to me" tshirt i have on

7. Tell me about the last dream you remember having? i dont remember any

8. Did you meet anybody new today? people in my new classes

9. What are you craving right now? ellie kreiger's macaroni and cheese with pureed butternut squash and rotisserie chicken--which i'm on the cusp of making

10. Do you floss? not on a regular basis

11. What comes to mind when I say cabbage? gross?

12. Are you emotional? only most of the time. its charming

13. Have you ever counted to 1,000? why would i do that?

14. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it? i eat it on a cone but i guess both.

15. Do you like your hair? being that its beautful yes, thank you momma!

16. Do you like yourself? since i'm not emo yes.

17. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush? no--but i wouldnt go out to eat with anyone i didnt know, especially a politician

18. What are you listening to right now? sophie kinsella's the undomestic goddess

19. Were your parents strict? no

20. Would you go sky diving? yes, i want to

21. Do you like cottage cheese? yes, but i usually only talk about it to gross out sam

22. Have you ever met a celebrity? does phil amato count? i didnt meet him, i saw him at the landing when i was like 7...i saw jim pigott at starbucks in lakewood after the hurricanes

23. Do you rent movies often? not usually.

24. Is there anything sparkly in the room you're in? me!

25. How many countries have you visited? 3

26. Have you made a prank phone call? no

27. Ever been on a train? yes

28. Brown or white eggs? white, but there really isnt a difference.

29. Do you have a cell-phone? yes.

30. Do you use Chap Stick? not that brand no

31. Do you own a gun? i'm not a texan

32. Can you use chop sticks? yes--depending on what purpose you're inquiring about..

33. Who are you going to be with tonight? marguerite and sam i assume

34. Are you too forgiving? no not really at all

35. Ever been in love? yes...this questionairre is getting a little lame...

36. What is your best friend(s) doing tomorrow? wedding stuff

37. Ever have cream puffs? delish!

38. Last time you cried? when i didnt get an A in my art history class, which has since been rectified

39. What was the last question you asked? when will you be back

40. Favorite time of the year? february

41. Do you have any tattoos? no. i think about it but i dont want one when i'm 95 and wrinkly

42. Are you sarcastic? me?!

43. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect? yes its horrifying and horribly written

44. Ever walked into a wall? most days

45. Favorite color? warms....

46. Have you ever slapped someone? on purpose or on accident?

47. Is your hair curly? straight

48. What was the last CD you bought? i buy stuff on itunes if that counts

49. Do looks matter? yes but not as much as everything else. anyone who says they dont is lying.

50. Could you ever forgive a cheater? i wont have to make the decision

51. Is your phone bill sky high? i dont see my phone bill but i assume no

52. Do you like your life right now? yes.

53. Do you sleep with the TV on? no. it keeps me awake

54. Can you handle the truth? yes.

55. Do you have good vision? no, again thanks momma

56. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people? everyone dislikes someone

57. How often do you talk on the phone? not too often

58. The last person you held hands with? my bf

59. What are you wearing? red tshirt and jeans

60. What is your favorite animal? good question...dogs is such a lame answer....i like bears, they're cute when they're little. anything with fur is good

61. Where was your default picture taken at? vintage ultra lounge chyeaa

62. Can you hula hoop? since i was 4

63. Do you have a job? school is my job

64. What was the most recent thing you bought? groceries

65. Have you ever crawled through a window? probably. i dont like write these things in a notebook to refer back to...

29.7.09

jan van eyck reproduction pictures!







since the class was only 5 weeks i had to do some editing to the image....remove some things. sadly. but it still turned out well.

4.3.09

this song always makes me feel better.

Don't let your mind get weary and confused
Your will be still, don't try
Don't let your heart get heavy child
Inside you there's a strength that lies

Don't let your soul get lonely child
It's only time, it will go by
Don't look for love in faces, places
It's in you, that's where you'll find kindness

Be here now, here now
Be here now, here now

Don't lose your faith in me
And I will try not to lose faith in you
Don't put your trust in walls
'Cause walls will only crush you when they fall

Be here now, here now
Be here now, here now

---------------> be here now, ray lamontagne

4.2.09

patterns



half-drop pattern. wahoooo!

19.1.09

oh yeah--stuff made by ME

the quality of these images is bad. really bad. i'm going to try to get better pictures, that are actually focused and not flashy, but until then here is a general idea of how my floral prints look!this is a large scale repeat i made with scrapbook paper and paper cut outs [petals/buds/stem] and beads
details..

this is my smaller scale repeat, again using paper cut outs for the poppies, puffy paint for the lacy black/gold accents, and beads in the center of each poppy.
detail.


hope you like them!