i hate the fact that you make me cry

i feel like you've been so distant, like you havent been there recently. i need you. i need you so much and i dont think you realize how important you are to me; not having you here kills me. i cry and i tell how i feel and you have no response. before i was always afraid i'd hurt you--that you'd end up caring more about me than i did about you. thats all different now. i feel like the more i open myself up to you, the less you seem to be there. i love you and i miss you and it hurts me that you cant talk to me, it kills me that you hurt and i dont know why and i cant make it better. i just want things to be better.....