Aruba, Jamaica, OHH i wana take ya to Bermuda, Bahama come on pretty Momma

So...sorry i havent updated in a long time...it's been a while since i've had an opportunity. the Bahamas were AWESOME. i really felt God there a lot and thats great for me. i hope someone could see Him in me too.  its so beautiful there, and our work project, although hot, was fun.  andi can use a sledgehammer...props to me...its very fun.

so things have been kind of weird lately...many mixed feelings, and not just with me either. i knew there was a reaosn i didnt ever date anyone and i have been reminded now why...i am not a decision maker, like oyu said in your devotion brandy, i'd rather someone make them for me. but i know this time i cant...i have to suck it up and face the possibility of making a mistake. so many little things i've been thinking about...i could have some things and miss out on others...or settle (in some areas) for less than what i want and not be as happy...so i mean i dunno...if anyone has any advice i'd like to hear it, i'm pretty horrible at this whole scene. its like i know that i have to make a choice, but i feellike in this situation i have to explore my options maybe...in order to see what each situation holds. i mean, that sounds bad but i dunno, nevermind. i knowi have to just trust that God will give me the guidance i need and the strength to decide.

so i'm really afraid of getting my wisdom teeth out now...i wasnt at first out of ignorance...i didnt know i had to get a shot..actually an IV...and now i'm scared...i meani dont necesarily LIKE needles but i can handle them, but IVs in the crease of your arm always freak me out. i hate them....not to mention its just going to hurt a lot. and i have to clean my room...which could take several days, especially at my procrastination rate....not a good thing. oh wait, i'm procrastinating right now...A+ kristina i get the award.

 

Psalm 5:1-2, 7

O Lord, hear me as I pray; pay attention to my groaning.  Listen to my cry for help, my King and my God, for I will never pray to anyone but you.  Because of your unfailing love, I can enter your house, with the deepest awe i worship at your temple.