Mmmm, today was a good day--all except being pooped on by a sugar glider...twice...and it being Kinga's last day. The stock holders dinner was fun, the slideshow was cool--haha i dont think there was more than like two serious or attractive pictures of me in there. oh well, i'm not a serious person....so it happens. so tonight was the best night i've ever had. its what i've wanted for a while and wasnt sure i would want after and if i got it...i still want it. things are just so crazy..i dont know i cant describe it but things go one way and curve to the other. i wish i could just make a decision--whatever it may be--and not second-guess myself or talk myself out of whatever i decided upon. not to have any doubts either way. and i hate that i pay for other peoples mistakes...being judged when there are not grounds for which i can be judged, you dont know me so dont assume i am any certain way...good or bad, because you dont know me. lying to get away from it makes me feel horrible and i hate it even if it doesnt bother you, i know i dont deserve the time of day to get to know by actions taken....and it hurts me.
--I need Your grace within my heart, deeply flowing from the start. I need Your arms where I can go, knowing I wont be alone. I need You more than I could ever know, Lord please never let me go. You are the air I breathe, the water I thirst for, you are all I've ever wanted, Jesus You are all I've ever needed. You are the stars in my sky, you are the love in my eyes. And i pray that in all that i do, i can always honor you.--
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