I've been on edge lately. everything has been getting on my nerves, and more often than not i have handled it irrationally: i.e.--the immature, immidiate reaction that you excpect from bad drivers and people who work at K-mart in the Little Caesar's who didnt go to college. anyways...i've been trying to focus more on taking deep cleansing breaths....the kind you see in cheesy yoga infommercials. You have to find your center, be patient, and remember to be kind. I really was just struck by our Sunday school lesson this past weekend. The sheet is in my car and being the lazy person i am, i'm not going to go retrieve it anytime soon, so just trust me when i say mrs. collins deserves definite props. i'll refresh you on all the cool stuff in there.
life is just this boring cycle...same thing everyday. nothing is new. everything in my life is stale, uninteresting, boring, in need of a ZAP! i wake up at 6:15 every morning (during school), go pee, put on some concealer and mascara, get dressed, eat breakfast sometimes, get the pups and let them pee, brush my teeth, go pick up caroline, and endure 6 hours of catholic-enduced mayhem. i come home, actually do the work assigned, eat a snack, chill if i have time, eat dinner, take a shower, talk online, go to bed. EVERYDAY! its fine if you dont like change--and in some circumstances regulrity is best, but not in my everyday life, positive new, fun, exciting occurances are good. i want them. i just have no control over it, besides maybe getting dressed in the morning then peeing or something. ugh....i need some tips--let me know if you have any. (this isnt a suggestion--i seriously want a comment every now and then folks)
--And i'm only gunna pierce my left, and i've ben workin on this mustache all summer long, and my favorite band willl always be tears for fears, and i'm gunna wear a pink tux to the prom.--
1 comment:
ms collins deff. is the best.
and to swtich it up a bit...try somthin new. like everyday, when your gettin up and peein and what not and then again right before you go to bed...think of at least 3 things you are thankful for. try to think of different things....stuff you wouldnt ordinarily say and try not to repeat stuff too often. its not much of a switchup but may change your focus a wee bit which may help in the boringness of the day-to-day.
and by the way, you should wear a pink tux to the prom. or any day for that matter. just a suggestion. :)
luv ya gurl and hope to see you soon. - Jen :)
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