ugh

i really just dont care about anyone or anything at the moment

i dont care about being all mushy, i dont care about sentiment...i've never been a touchy-feely, lovey-dovey, i cant live without you lets be all cheesey and look retarted kind of girl. i'm sorry if thats not ok. i really am not ormantic...i mean deep inside somewhere i am but it doesnt come out like practically ever so we just need to learn how to deal ok.

i dont feel like anything. i dont see this as anything. i dont see myself as anything...i drift from class to class, watching, listening, not speaking almost all day and everyday...i just dont care for the people i have to be around everyday--they arent like me and they arent my style. sorry if i'm weird because i would rather sit in class when theres nothing to do and read a book than gossip about how drunk karen got at tim's party and how many lines of coke jeff snorted or how many times reid had sex. i'm not really sorry---i'm better off. i just dont give a damn about it so deal with it and if it bugs you--then leave me alone, because even if it didnt i still dont like you.

 

--i dont know what i've done to get myself here

i cant see the way you live like you do

i dont see my answer comming in clear

so if oyu hear me, please dont delay

my problems, they cant go away

this feeling cant ever be through,

until i've found You...until i've found You.--