it's been too long. i miss you all. SORheads was good all except for that lovely cold i had. damn sicknesses.
our fireworks were perfect! mmm...it was so awesome. we rock--c/o '06 forever.
so, school begins in two days...the last first day of school. its weird to think i have one year left and i'm out. it's not going to be any different from every other year i've ever spent in school, but, at the same time it will be. i hope the few strong friendships i've managed to make hold up under all the pressure...i'll need them now more than ever.
i guess what need to do is have no fear. it seems that i'm always afraid. about everything...i'm afraid of the dark, of the bugs in the garage, of hurting everyone, of letting people down, of being let down, of losing the person who's finally made a difference, of missing out on something, of not doing enough...of everything.
its going to be important this year to be strong. not to compromise my morals for anyone or anything. i'm weak when it comes to things like that--i try to please people so its hard not to do things i'm pressured to even though i know it isnt best for me. i just finished dealing with that and i need to be strong for ymself. i'm happy when i'm doing whats best for me, i refuse to let it happen again. prayers for strength like that are appreciated.
i love that you're always there, and even though we have our downs, most of what we have is up. i love you.
.:a man can change his stars:.
--a knight's tale
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Das ist und du bist wunderward!
That's my girl - I mean my "Movie Meister!" YOUR stars are bright and shining. You shine the brightest when you are with your friends and simply enjoying their company. You are so fortunate to have so many! Don't ever hesitate to reach out to them. That is why God brought you together in the first place. Also, just so you know - you are not the only one who shines. A light shines in my heart every time I think of you! I love you!
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