harry potter is awesome. yep, i said it. AWESOME.

i love jk rowling. she's a superstar.oh man.

i dont know what i wanted to say...i get here and want to let things out and then i freeze up and nothing comes out. i feel like i have something to communicate and then nothing.

i feel like i'm finally ready. and it's been a long time since i was anywhere near this close to being ready. i may not be there, but its coming. i dont need him anymore. i dont lose all the air in my lungs, cry, feel overwhelmed, physically need him anymore. i miss him on bad days. somewhere deep inside i miss him on good days too, and i'm learning that thats ok, and as long as i keep looking forward, i wont need to hold on to him anymore. its ok to let go and follow the new path my heart has found. i may not be there yet, but i'm getting close to something beautiful, and its brand new.