7.3.04

part two

i am at a loss....it infuriates me to the core. not even just the beer bong, if oyu drink, you made a dumbass choice, i cant stop you....but just everything....everything i've gotten loaded with this weekend.....WHY ME? if anyone says the word bitch, why am i the first name they ask about? why is it that people HATE me because i try to be a good person and avoid things that will hurt me or the people i love and who i thought loved me...explain to me please..comments are requested this time---i want ANSWERS

 

i mean is there something WRONG with me that people feel this way about me? i am no saint nor am i anywhere frightfully close...but i considered myself a good person who people for the most part enjoyed being around...i mean i have my moments..heaven knows, but i HATE WITH ALL MY PASSION that people think i am the bitch...who wants that title? and who is so cold, so heartless as to judge...

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

its awesome that you have those values and are strong enough to keep them. i know it can be hard cause i struggle with the same things. tomorrow night i am "leadin" if you will, and i think we are gonna touch on this subject some. just know that if you hold strong, God will bless you beyond what you can image. i know its hard but u can do it! i luv ya! - Jen :)