C-R-AZY

so...it has been a hectic and not very easily describable few days...but i can try.  let's start from the begining, a very good place to start.  Set the scene: it's a partly cloudy thursday morning, about...ehh 10:30 ish.  I roll over in my new clean sheets and fluffy covers and realize i've been asleep for a shocking six whole hours...a big deal for me. i go to my computer--which has been very sick, and hopefuly is better now--and see i have a message of a saddening nature...not a great start. then--the sick computer frusterates the POOP out of me, not quite literally (you get the idea though)...and i become foul and cruel natured. all in 15 minutes might i add. i take a shower, get more fursterated, and go to target to buy...well we wont go into it but to get clothes for "summer". an hour or so later i get to the check-out line where i pop my mom's debit card in the machine and find out i am not allowed to use it...what the crap...i use it all the time but no...this itme its not allowed. ARGH it was almost $300 worth of stuff...not just for me, FYI. so i storm out, quite livid at this point and then get accused of hitting some psychotic thirty year old woman...i'm in tears now might i add...as she yells at me and bla bla bla. then i get to choir where i boil and do my part wrong. so all in all--yesterday was the worst day EVER!

 

onto today. i woke up and went to the mall with T.H.e Beast. we had a few laughs and i scarfed down two slices of pizza, bought a $10 polo and $20 pointy heels for church. came home and lounged....got some sad news--you will be ok, and i heart you--then chilled some more and then went to T.H.e Beast's house and to dinner and now i am here writing this lovely journal. time's have been hard and the road can only get worse before it can begin to flatten itself out again....you will make it out ok, you are stromg and if you feel like you're not i'm here to be strong for you ok?