13.7.04

the clouds roll as confusion sets in

so....i hate complications. life being simple would be too easy for everyone...actually--it'd be boring i would imagine, but sometimes i'd be willing to take boring over stressful.

so i'm glad your excited about your present....i hope you like it. its really not all that wonderful but if it strikes your fancy its good enough reason for me. i had fun tonight...the bookstore really is awesome--i hadnt been to really look for a long time....if only i had money. haha i say that about the mall too. two hours must be a record for our age group. the floating trash can was cool too. we need to find more than 24 stars.

i got a new planner for school yesterday at borders....haha i'm a nerd so much. its turquoise with white polka dots and i already decorated the inside and everything...i'm excited about a planner....i need friends. jk  have awesome ones. i'm real into collaging right now. collaging (V.): the act of making a collage. i cut out stuff from magazines like a neuropath and arrange them and--ah its great. try it....girls can friday at girls night out at church.

and today i bought a new book....always exciting. there are so many books i want to read, like the count of monte cristo and the adventures of huckleberry finn, i just dont know if its worth it--they could suck. i guess the only logical solution is to check them out at the library and read them. ehh--i have two or three to finish right now.

--I dont understand myself at all, for I really want to do what is right, but I dont do it. Instead, I do the very thing I hate. I know perfectly well that what I am doing is wrong, and my bad conscience shows that I agree that the law is good. But I cant help myself, beacuse it is sin inside me that makes me to these evil things.--

                                                    Romans 7:15-16

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

i enjoyed huck finn a bundle. i think i have it if you want to borrow.