I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
johhny quest is the coolest show ever. anyone who hasnt seen it is deprived and needs to check out cartoon network. who doesnt want an Indian best friend named Haji? i do. i'll keep t-rex though--she's pretty alright, love you girl.
i dont know why. i was fine and all of a sudden i just dont want to be aroudna nyone and i'm physically ANGRY. like--i dunno, its weird. i want to break something. but i always want to break something when i get mad. i dont know why its so satisfying...hearing glass break or something. oh lord, now you'll all think i'm a serial killer waiting to happen. oh well--i'm not. i just have an anger management issue at times.
this paper is GAY and it freaking sucks that i have to write it. espeically since theres freaking no information out there anywhere about your damn thymus and pineal glands. nope--nada. i need a freakin A too. i can hang that one up.
.:I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real. I want to let go of the pain I've held so long. I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm close to something real. I wanna find something I've wanted all along--somewhere I belong:.
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