4.2.05

you wont get to see the tears i cry

so...i had an interesting day. i was so glad the sunshine came out today! it totally cheered me up--i havent seen the sun since monday : ( so today was awesome.

the kenny skirt is the ultimate weapon of mass sexual chaos. it gives you power exceeding all other things. you just slip it on and your THE sex magnet of the age. guys are so gay.

i decided that since i love art so much i would paint. i love paint...i love the texture of it, the way it smells...haha not THAT way, the beautiful colors--the fact that paint makes goo into something beautful. its just awesome--so i went to michael's and bought myself:

a canvas

12 oil paints

15 brushes

a palette

a book...haha because i have no idea what i'm doing!

 

i'm realy excited about it--i'll be sad if i suck at it.  i think painting will be a good outlet for me. and Allie from the notebook paints...and she is beautiful and what she does is beautiful. plus--i've never tried it before...so we'll see if something magical happens.

.:Here I am once again. I'm torn into pieces. Can't deny it, can't pretend--just thought you were the one. Broken up deep inside, but you wont get to see the tears I've cried:.

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