intense...

i just finished the new Harry Potter book. and anyone who is going to crack a joke about it can just X on out of my lovely journal now--you chose to read it, you can deal with what it says, you have absolutely no permission to dislike anything i say.

that being said, it was really dark. very good, and left you hanging...it was dark. i can't believe what happened...and i wont discuss it further for people who havent finished the book yet--like my mommy who i know will read this. i told you i wouldnt spoil the ending. i need to go back and re-read the fifth one though, i couldnt remember a bloody ( i'm turning british already...dont get too excited by my chosen vernacular, patrick) thing that happened. now i cant wait for the last one to come out so i can see how she ties up all the loose ends. i must say, she wrote herself into a mighty large hole--she has serious gaps to fill in one book.

moving on...my painting has had no success in progression since i last mentioned it. i dont even remember how long ago that was...so thats saying something. but, i did manage to spill my whole jar of paint thinner onto my carpet and walls today...so, thats some form of progress...only in that i will be forced to use fresh, un-contaminated, c l e a r  mineral spirits....maybe that will refresh my creative drive. this is all just a bunch of useless, air-filled bable. i need to do something else to get my mind off it, see things form another perspective. tara--this is me reminding you that you need to bring me a canvas if you hope to have any sort of art for your dorm room.

i'm probably the most singularly anal person i can think of at the moment. i cant wait to go to Borders to pick out a new planner for the next school year. i love getting organized like that, i'm itching to get my hands on my new schedule for school, to figure out my lunches and classes and get my books and folders and pens all organized and ready...the nerd in me has erupted. watch out....it's been known to be highly contagious.

.:thanks for making me smile when i thought nothing could...thanks for doing the things i never thought anyone would. thanks for being there, just because you should:.