that girl used to be me, and that isnt who i am anymore

--------> i borrowed this from a girl i still see as beautiful and amazing. a girl that i hope can see past the pain i and others have handed to her, and find the glittering person longing to break free. this is for the girl i see so much of who i used to be in, and for the girl i pray finds her strength and happiness in herself and her faith, not in how any other person sees her. because in the end, all you've got is you, and your opinion of yourself is the only one you can control. this is for you lovely, and i hope you can see exactly what i mean someday...

This is for the girl who has tried everything in her power to make you see yourself as she sees you.
This is for her... the one who relates every sad song, book, or movie to the way she feels about you.
This is for the girl who knows your flaws and values them as much as she does your strong points.
This is for the girl who still cant bring herself to hate you
Although you probably deserve it
This is for her the one girl who had the courage to give you her entire heart, knowing full well that you would only abuse it.
This is for the girl who realizes that all of her efforts are in vain, but cares so much about you that she still manages not to regret a single moment spent with you. She realizes that she will never have your heart, but she will carry the image of you inside of hers forever.
This is for that girl
she still cries herself to sleep, but lets you think shes okay just so you dont have to feel a bit of guilt. This is the girl who sees in you everything you can not see yourself. She sees everything that you can be, and everything that you already are. She sees all of this and she loves you anyway, even though you cant love her back.
This is for her.
she deserves it...

*mdp: there will always be a minute and tiny piece of me that will always see you this way. you meant something to me, gave me something i can't ever repay you for. all of it led to me finding myself, you led me to me, and for that i could never love you more. but you wont control me anymore--you will not steal my joy away from me a day longer. i hope one day you can understand how i feel, and maybe you'll realize what you gave away.