california dreamin...

yes. i have discovered the crooning michael buble. and i must say--i am quickly falling in love. if you added a little jazz and UK, he could be jamie cullm whom i also adore. i've decided i just like this whole crooner genre. its sexy. that how i think of it. sinatra-y sounding, timeless i guess. i want his christmas EP.
i know i act like a scrooge plenty during the holidays, but i wont lie--i always look forward to christmas. i love it. granted i hate the cold weather...it is apporpriate for the season. my favorite holiday things:
.the smell of pumpkin pie.
.our white and gold christmas tree.
.icicle lights.
.hot chocolate mmm.
.wearing real pajamas and not being hot.
.not feeling guilty about spending money.
.spoiling people i love.
.christmas morning breakfast.
.thanksgiving food. all of it.
.family.
.dressing up.
.christmas movies!.
.did i mention food?.
.the fact that everyone is a little happier.
.christmas dinner.
.christmas music i've heard 800 times and wish i could throw out the window.

i'm ready to get the last few weeks of school over with so i can enjoy myself. this will be the first new year in a very long time i won't be praying for a fresh start. i mighr actually be able to make it enjoyable, and that's a nice feeling. i don't have anything holding me back any longer. so bring it on.

"its a new dawn, its a new day, its a new life, its a new life for me and i'm feelin good."

------>m.buble.:.feelin.good