well, i was.

i was goig to write.

now i'm going to WRITE. in my book. from the beautiful tara. i just reread the note you wrote, from my birthday 3 years ago, almost exactly. hm. that really was one of the best gifts i ever got. no matter what happened...i'll love you for that. and for everything else.

so i'm going to write about things you dont need to know about. namely, someone you dont need to know about. thats for me, and its a blessing.