icing figghhtttttt

i'm almost excited to go to church again. whenever the next time i actually can is. which is weird and ironic. because i can go and not give a crap who is there, who going to try to stab me in the eyes with their stupid unattractive death stares, who is going to be nice one second and an ass the second any other human being walks by...i dont care. i'm sick of caring. i'm done. its so hard for me, because i'm just used to caring, because i used to have friends there...but it isnt about that. thats not what should make me want or not want to go. its as stupid as going to a certain store because some hot guy works there. and they never have what you need. you go because you need food. and i need food.

23 days and 15 hours. yeeeeeyaaahhhhh.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L-W52tCPkoM&fmt=18

haaaaa thats funny.

i certainly have been made aware of a few people who fit this description. or they're psychic. haa yeah right.

time to run/wash the gross car.

ready to see you.