most of the time i really just want to punch you because you just refuse to let go of this ridiculous thing that doesnt matter so you have someone to throw your displaced anger on, but there are often times like this morning where i just get so sad. i look at you and see parts of me, things i went through and crap i dealt with exactly as you are now and at a long ago point in time i could have helped and now i cant. it makes me sad to see someone i was friends with and would like to be friends with again hurt and all i can do is sit back and stay away.
and it makes me so angry that you just refuse to accept that anything ever happened. you just stuck your head in the sand like always. and it didnt matter to you that by doing that you were hurting me when you should have been loving me. and you still dont, and despite everything we;ve talked about and all the junk you have said--you havent changed. and part of me misses you so much and wishes things were different, part of me still wants you and loves you and hates that things didnt work out, but you havent changed. and you may never. and i couldnt turn my life upside down for a person who cant deal with anything, or a person who cant stand up for me.
---------------->Saw you sitting all alone
You’re fragile and you’re cold, but that’s all right
Life these days is getting rough
It knocks you down and beats you up
But it’s just a roller coaster anyway, yeah
-maroon 5
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