sorry for the lack of updates everyone. life for the most part has been a chaotic mess.
i have more work to do than i i've ever had in my life, all piled neatly into one WEEK. i'm going crazy trying to fit it all in--somehow i'm managing ok but its like yeah--teachers need to realize their class is most definitely not the only class a paper is due in. its ridiculous to me that every single class i'm in has had some sort of project due--but oh no we couldnt have done them at any point earlier in the year. we had to wait until EVERYONE else is assigning work too. oh JOY, RAPTURE, i have another paper due!
so...i'm still feeling pretty out of the loop as far as God and I are concerned. i asked my dad to order some books for me...maybe that will help me to find something to cling to. give me something to hope for--give me a purpose that i'm lacking. i know you say we're young and we dont have a purpose beyond school but i cant believe in that for myself. if all i'm worth are grades on a slip of paper then my life has meant nothing and i refuse to accept that. i just need to re-evaluate and re-group. but you're always there to help me and for that i thank you.
You never leave me, You're always there, i wont blink.
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