it's unbelievable. a crazy thing. i know its for the best--but i wanted something. i wanted it. and now it's gone. i'll be alright; that's the only thing i know. i've done it many times before. but it just seemed so right. it seemed like everything would be ok again. it never works out that way. the things you think you want always have a way of surprising you, dont they? i had my doubts--thats always natural. i know this is what is best--but i miss it. do you miss it too? i dont want for things to be this way, but i guess i'll never get what i actually want. i apparently have no control over my own life--a fact i have come to accept but not respect in any way. we can't ever be the same. i think we both know that, no matter what is said the words left unspoken are far more powerful. i cry for you. for i know we can't ever be friends. and i feel alone.
an original:.
darkness unfolding, spreading like fog
a faint shimmer through the frost
i reach out, but i know it is already gone.
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