be brave

i am in utter awe.  i just read brave on the rocks  by sabrina ward harrison.  it's magical.  i cant describe it to you, go to sabrinawardharrison.com to see excerpts from it.  she is a fantasticly original and expressive artist and her work is thrilling to me.  i adore every bit of it....it's complex and real and emotional and true.  it makes me stop and seriously think about where i want to go in life and what i want to do with what bit of talent i posess.  who do i want to be? how can i heal? we all know i'm not in a good place. in a wrong spot. hurting. i want to heal. to be able to express what i feel in that way. to create freely and tocreate from my heart and know that it's true and right and beautiful. to feel beautiful and to feel joy when i look at what i've done.  do know that what i am is perfect because what i am has never been nor ever will be again. that i am unique and wonderful and poetic and graceful and full up with love and life and happiness. i want to heal. to feel like i can do anything, like i'm good enough, like i can fly. i want to cry tears of joy, not sorrow. sing of peace and contentment that i find in life. i want to explore and travel and discover who i am and find myself. be full up with myself.

i want to live. heal. feel.