its been a pretty horrendous few weeks. brookie and philip made the weekend better but beyond that my head has pretty much been filled with a bunch of crap. i just feel terrible. i've been depressed and sad and i'm getting sick so i feel lethargic and tired all the time. my eyes are puffy form my sinuses and from crying. its just not an enjoyable way to roam the earth. it's bad when people you've never even spoken to ask you if you're having a bad day, "it's funny how you can just tell with some people" she says. funny would not be what i would deem it but, i know what she meant.
so i get to aerobics...which definitely was not making me any more optimistic...but i open my locker up and pull out my t-shirt and shoes, and as i set the shirt on the table, a gold coin fell out. i definitely never had a gold coin ever, much less did i put it in my locker, so i had, and i guess, have, no idea where it came from. but on each side of the coin there's an angel on a cloud engraved. and angel. and i think to myself, "that's a mighty ironic thing to have on a mysterious gold coin when i feel as sad as i do". and it is. it's very strange. i stuffed it in my pocket and basically forgot about it until just now. but as i look into her face--mind you it's rather small--i feel like she knows. she's here in my pocket for a reason. i dont know where she came from , but i know she's here because i need her. God put her in my path to comfort me. he wants me to know He's still there. that's a nicer thought than it just got mixed up in my stuff. You've done it again Man...
.:be still and know that i am God:.
psalm 46:10
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(...and be sure of this - that (he is) with you always, even to the end of the world."
I'm sorry that you've had a bad week(s)...but that's a pretty cool story of that angel. I love ya and i'm here for you
ill see you on the 'morrow (thats what we irish people say)............cept theres this whole thing about me not being totaly irish........yea........later hater
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