this morning was nice. very nice. i miss things being how they were. just hanging out, talking, joking. its fun. and, we both looked rather nice i must add. haha.
i feel like a loser because the only things on my christmas list are school supplies and books. cool. ehh whatever. its what i like. and i really need to get over my red fettish. red slippers, flats, swedish fish, skittles, starbursts, glitter, lipstick, jewlery, everythingggg. gold and red are where its at yo. get with the times. or, i'm just obsessed so christmas is perfect for me.
i'm over presents. i like to make presents but i'm out of creative juice. i'm ready to veggggg out, and not do artistic things. and i hate buying presents for people. not i hate giving presents, i love it, but i hate buying things,or giving money because its so impersonal. if you buy a thoughtful gift thats one thing, but usually people just buy you crap so they dont feel guilty. maybe i'm just a little cynical. whatever.
ahhh so excited about john mayer. lord. i just love him. he's so good. anyone who says he isnt is just naive. seriously. you cant say he isnt good. going against the grain JUST to go against the grain is the most irritating thing to me ever. which is what half our school does. cool. everyone has to be a little more different than the next person. it isnt a contest. i just dont get it. be you. if people dont like it that sucks but if they dont like you why would you want to hang out with them? whatever.
sometimes i feel like i should keep my opinions to myself. i feel like when i meet people they get this really bad impression of me. i just feel very strongly about...well everything basically. but i feel like it comes across in a negative way which i dont want to do. oh well. having opinions is good. makes me more interesting. [maybe i just tell myself these things to feel better.]
i'm just rambling now....and House is on. so peace.
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