WHOOO! i am so wired right now...i just got home from Jeff's awesome partay with my loves and i'm not tired at all. i dont want to waste a second of this. i'm actually happy. it's so surreal for me---i'm afraid if i sleep it'll go away.
by the way--kelly elise dunn is my hero. she came all the way to school just to bring my balloons and bows and to make me feel special even though shes sick. rock on lover--you're amazing.
tonight...[meaning like 18 hours from now tonight] is going to be so freaking amazing....like i'm not even kidding. i'm SO excited. dear God. i need this. i need this so bad i can taste it. this excitement, this happiness...i can feel it refreshing me.
and i now have enough cigarettes to last me a few months. not that i intend on smoking any of them. ha. you guys make me laugh--i love you all. [plan x]
.:its my birthday and i'll be happy if i want to damnit:.
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