finally

i can take a deep breath.

its over, i gave up and i'm not going to waste another second crying over anything. i can live. i dont have this weight on my chest anymore and i'm glad its gone. letting go is the hardest and best thing i've ever done, and i wish i could have seen through you earlier. i wouldnt have hurt myself so much, i wouldnt have let myself be hurt by anyone.

--Be still in the presence of the Lord, and wait patiently for him to act. Don't worry about evil people who prosper or fret about their wicked schemes. Psalm 37:7--

--I am worn out from sobbing. Every night tears drench my bed; my pillow is wet from weeping. My vision is blurred by grief; my eyes are worn out because of all my enemies. Go away all you who do evil, for the .:Lord has heard me crying:. The Lord has heard my plea; the Lord will answer my prayer. May all my enemies be disgraced and terrified. May they suddenly turn back in shame. Psalm 6:6-10--