so i decided i want to travel...in a time machine. back to the 70s. to see my parents at their respective high schools....mom @ kenny, pops @ UC. looking thourgh the yearbooks, reading what people have to say...its neat to see what your parents were like back then. i wonder--if i have kids--what they'll think about me when they see my pictures and see the few things i did....what they'll say to me.
i'm still having problems. i try to find little signals...signs in my day to help me understand my dilemmas...i think i disregard the true signals, and pay too close attention to the fals ones at times...i dont know. life can be so complicated for no reason sometimes.
i want to flat out know yes or no. do you or dont you? will you or wont you? can you make time...would you be mine? i would wait if i flat out knew, whether or not i was good for you. i dont want to look the fool again....hopefully i wont in the end. all i need is to know the whats inside...and whether you can let go of your pride. gets some guts and talk this through, to know whether or not i could be good for you.
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