maybe i'll tell you all about it when i'm in the mood to lose my way with words

Don't be so scared, we will not lead you on like you've been doing for weeks.
So you're selfish, and I'm sorry.
When I'm gone you'll be going nowhere fast
Nowhere fast, nowhere fast.

Don't be so scared to take a second for reflection,
to take a leave of absence, see what you're made of.
So I'm selfish, and you're sorry.
When I'm gone you'll be going nowhere fast.
So who's selfish, and who's sorry?

--the academy is...

i only get burned when its cloudy. why is that? it dried up my pores though...so maybe i wont breakout this week. that would be nice.

dreams are intriguing, dont you think? i mean in dreams you can do or have whatever you want. and even though you might think you want something when you're awake...you purposely deny yourself of it in your dreams. your subconcious tells you you dont really want it. and you realize even though it's a nice idea, you dont truly feel that way. you know where your heart lies even if it's in a dark and lonely place. you know where you stand even if you're standing alone. i know how i feel, and i know what i want. i know it because it never leaves my mind, and i always choose it over you.