A Walk to Remember...what a beautiful story. Its my favorite book...i envy Jamie, which sounds insane for two reasons: 1. shes a fictional character 2. she dies in the end but if you think about it, she has the fairy tale, in my mind, she has it all.
last night at jessica's house we were studying Esther, for those of you who havent read that book in the bible...she is an average everyday woman who suddenly becomes a queen and is a pivotal character in the bible. anyways, jessica was being her usual motivational, wow i want to be like her self, talking about how girls dont need to have a boyfriend all the time. she said she thinks about it this way: while your single, God is preparing your heart for a great love in your future and helping you focus on becoming a strong christian woman....and then the heavens opened up and the angels sang a beautiful chorus. it finally hit home for real that i no matter how badly i want to be loved and have a strong christain steady relationship...i dont need one to be happy or to be fulfilled. i still want that "lovin feelin" but i know now that while i'm alone, my heart is being prepared for a greater love than i can imagine and that im just not ready for yet....God truly has an amazingly spectacular plan for each of us and we need to try our best (me especially) to be patient and wait for our time to shine...its comming at the perfect moment, even if you dont realize it yet
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