Lisa: You were AMAZING last night, i got chills....you're voice is beautiful.
it made me feel very inferior, i've been having voice problems lately and now i think i cant sing...it makes me quite angry. like on winter retreat...i sounded wonderful, which might osund vain but it isnt meant that way, the week before at rehersals, then we get there and i choke..quite literally, my throat closed up and i coughed my way through both nights....i was so dissapointed. and now since i've been sick, my voice is scratchy and cant keep up at CHOIR which doesnt ever strain my voice...ah it drives me insane, then people like lisa, although marvelous...make me feel bad, she sounded amazing and she was sick...argh! its ok, i love your voice i cant even sing well in praise band practices anymore...ah it probably sounds dumb to every person that reads it, but singing is my thing...i cant draw or play an instrument and i'm not mathematically or scientifically inclined...so singing is it for me, thats my gift, and right now it is NOT cooperating with me...its like wanting to paint a beautiful sunset, and having no orange paint...you cant paint without the right colors. you cant sing without the correct voice, and mine went away for a while...it best come back soon or things could get ugly...i want to sing on tour and try outs will be soon
anyways...thats my rant for today
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Yes yes babies do comem from baby seeds, and they can be bought at K-Mart.... and also the best quote in the world--- I'm a FuLL coke can.. and WHAT!!! haha that retreat was tooooo funny!, many many laughs n giggles... that movie definately 5 stars n my book! well talk to you later gator byeeeeeee
-caroline-
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