30.5.04

backstreets back ALRIGHT!

OH MAN! that was the most fun i've had in like...i dont even know. i rocked out to hanson, britney spears, nsync, and the backstreet boys...it was awesome.  haha everyone needs a little reminding now and then about how awesome all the oldies are. whip them out and go crazy for thirty minutes and you dont need to do superfluous exercise....whoa! haha and bringin back al those c-r-azy dance moves was a blast, serious shout for the georgia choir for providing the music and an audience. haha.

i feel i need to do some clarifying for some of my loyal readers...its not that i think all love is poop.  i mean i love my family--haha even though i, in some cases, ahem..dont show much of that particular...emotion. haha i love Jesus, i love my friends....i just really have a big problem with the "falling" in love business....i see it for a lot of people..but i think i just kind of block it out and pretend it isnt there bc i'm just really afraid it wont happen to me.  and even if it did...i'd probably shove whoever it was out the door so fast they wouldnt even be able to fathom what had happened...it'd be in a blink.  i dont see a point in serisouly dating anyone now for a few reasons: i want to find someone i can commit myself--mind, body, spirit--to and be completely serious about...i cant do that with the maturity level we're ALL in right now.  i dont want to be serisouly dating someone and then decide i dont feel the same way and have to deal with all the "you broke my heart" drama...its not worth it and teens, especially me, dont need that kind of stress. i dunno, it just seems pointless bc guys are already less mature than girls scientifically so if I'M not mature enough for it a guy certainly is not. so anyways, i hope i cleared some of that up...apologies to the further confused and discombobulated....leave me a comment or question and i'll re-clarify...

until next time...

kristina

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