so i just got home from the orthodontic surgeons office....i have to have oral surgey on june 24. i'm getting one tooth "uncovered" and having my wisdom teeth removed...so basically this all translates to "kristina will starve for a month and be a total bitch so dont mess with her" just an early FYI...
my throat has that gross slimy feeling it gets when i'm about to get sick...which you know fits well with my annual "lets get sick" calendar i've developed...its a bit late this year but only by two weeks...its ok though--the rhythm is still right since i'll be going out of town in two weeks...ARGH why do i always freaking get sick? i dont understand and i hate it so much. no one elsei know ever gets sick...i'm the only one and i'm a habitual sick getter....you could set your proverbial clock by it....obviously...it pisses me off a bit
self confidence has been on the DL for me lately...i dunno i just see all these teenage celebrities who wont matter in ten years but still feel inferior....i usually--for the most part--like my body and the way i look, but then i'm like no jk....i'm really not that great. its so stupid, and vain really...but its like "oh, my skin isnt smooth enough, or my butt's to non-existent, or my boobs are to smal" or lalala all the stupid things girls ocmplain about and then i realize, some girl is thinking "oh god my butt is so HUGE, i wish my chest was smaller..." so i guess everyone has their ups and downs...i think its just being a teenage girl in a society that always throws out the cute, tan, blonde in the bikini with perfect abs thing....you just presume thats the only "aceptable" way to be...its getting better, i'm noticing a lot of magazines shying away from that but its not completely better...props to Seventeen though...its dumb to be like oh a magazine is so awesome but its not just about make-up and guys...there are real issues in there and real stories...things that will HELP teens, like info on skin cancer and what its like to live in the middle east...anyways--those are my "inner thoughts" for today, tune in next week for...july will totally rock
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