ok so i just was informed that the guy i've been liking for three months is probably just gunna date another girl....yeah i'm not to pleased about that...at all. like why did oyu bother with all this date stuff with me if youre not going to date me...i'm just fursterated that i let myself start liking him so much and now i cant do anything about it. whatever.
i think--no--i pretty much know where God is pointing me. he made it easy this time, props to you big guy. i wasnt sure and still am not totally without a doubt right now...but i think a lot has to do with fear. tara--i just want to thank you, youve beenso great through all this and helping me every time i needed it..no matter how tiresome it must have gotten, i love you for that. your passage in the book today really kind of hit me...it was like there were neon arrows pointing to it and cloudy light from heaven screaming "HEY KRISTINA, incase you didn't get the message yet, THIS is where you belong!" i'm glad that i feel more secure in what i feel i should be doing, but there is still fear...that fear of loss and hurt and everything that comes with the territory...they say its wortht the heartache, but we'll see...
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