waiter? add another side of guilt to that order please

started off as a good day....ended ...well it was not good in the end. went to the movies with ern and to moe's, and totally forgot to call my mom, since my phone had died before the movie, so we're walking to my car and she pulls up to his house...and i felt this huge weight in my stomach hit me all the way down to my toes...i felt so horrible because i knew how worried she was and it was all my fault. i cried like the rest of the day on and off and wanted to just curl up in my bed and die. i deserved to be punished, i had no problems at all with the entire situation...i wasnt angry at anyone but me. i still feel horrible but wheni walked in the door in tears and after i apologized to my mom i felt better. but the up side to this entire day, besids that my mom loves me enough to worry about me and i feel better now, is that my date with ernie was really good. it wasnt awkward and there werent any long pauses or silences, it was fun. he makes me laugh. i'm off to go curl up in that bed, but i think i'll save the dying part for 60 years from now.