is there really more?

i've been in a weird mood, suffice it to say its not the greatest one.  its just like...i can barely even explain it.  like, you see all these stupid movies and see people fall in love and its all perfect and la la la...i mean how many people could you honestly say you know who had the same thing happen? not many...like, you think you might be able to like someone or love them, and then you look around and see that its not what you want. why bother with dating and whatever when you're not sure of how oyu feel you know? its pointless....i'm not going to mess with any of it until i find whoever it may be that i know i can commit myself to--not like marry or anything, just i can date them or whatever without having to wrry about thinking, there's so much more....i dont want to find faults in people...it makes it easier for people to find faults in me, if they arent apparent already